Capirinha and other various nothings

^^^ version with music

 

now for some WIGGLEHS... 

never take the bus...............................

aaaughhgghhgghghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF AM BUSY

psychosis

Late Christmas Post

 

Late Christmas Cult Figure Fanart Post

The Cult Figures out having a beer. Drawn crudely in my sketchbook because Christmas was lonely.

 

Christmas was not fun, I want to see the Cult Figures. But hey, at least I got cute boots and an outfit out of it. I felt like this all that entire day. Neurotypical stares were boring into me. I didn't have a lot of fun. More fun next year, I bet.

To be loved is to be........?

 

To Be Loved is to Be...? 

 

Woobified extensively by a fangirl?

 

TL;DR visual gags and a joke on the phrase, "To be loved is to be changed." This is a joke about my fanart. Uhhh... to be loved is to be... *checks notes*... woobified? via fanart from fans? (one icky one in particular... what is she anyways, a bug?)

 Uhhh... I don't think that's the line...

Anyways... Woobification is like moeification, but based on one's own emotions and not the viewers. making things cutesy and silly because you feel that way about the subject...? moeification is done to make the viewer see the subject as cute or silly, woobification is done by and for the person making the art (I think I sound stupid right now....?)
This is just how I draw the guys sometimes. Steve is shown stopping me due to curiosity - not because he's a hero. There is a difference between a guitar hero and a hero, I think. Well! Are my horns real? The question is... Would an angel be guilty? Oh, never mind...

Is the formatting shitty? Oh well, not my problem.
 

Jon and Lee as moe anime dudes

 

Exactly as the tin says:

Jonathan Hodgson, smiling. Probably flushed from having beer.

 Lee McFadden, flushed from laughing hard...

 (That happens to me a lot, too.)

  

Steve May is kawaii + befriending of Lee and Fraser

 I don't know either...

He just looked like, shy and cute. or something. I don't know what's wrong with me.

 Anyways, the entire month of December has been such hell for me that I honestly think God hates me or maybe I'm going insane. I keep losing friends and jobs and everything in between and I am not certain how much longer I can hold on. God is testing me because he hates me for not bringing peace to the world via my own sacrifice. Because of this, I went into psychosis last night. I drew Steve like a shy cartoon thing because Steve makes me happy. I think I have brain fungus... Needless to say, I ended up asleep and woke up to my phone service being off. Wow. Fucking amazing. Another piece of shit on top of the bullshit cake that is my miserable life. At least I drew Steve and that made me feel less like shit. He is one of the only good remaining things on this God-forsaken planet alongside Cult Figures and The Beano.

 

On other news, I befriended Lee McFadden (bassist of Cult Figures) on Facebook and now he has my moe anime style drawing of him as his profile pic. That and I also befriended Fraser, the vocalist - augh, all of them are so cool. I literally cried and wanted to puke out of glee and over-excitement.

 

I am hoping things get better. Until then, here is the end of my stupid post and Lee's FB layout:

 

 

i love them all so much it's killing me